Monday, April 28, 2014

A different perspective

MOTHER!!!!!!!!!!! Oh my goodness WHAT IN THE WORLD!?!?!?!?!? I literally don´t even know what to say!!!!! I am balling and smiling and freaking out!!!!!!!! I just sreamed "Mi mamá se bautizó!!!!!" here in the middle of the internet cafe and everyone says congrats, my companion cried with me for a minute and all of the hermanas are also a little teared up. I don´t know what to say, I am so proud of you and SO happy for you!!!! You have shown so much faith and God has blessed you so much for that. I can´t believe it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I knew it was going to happen, I just didn´t know when!!! AHHHH I so wish I could give  you a huge hug but I know that you know I am so happy and so proud of you!!!!! I also just emailed Michael Johnson and he´s so excited!!!!! And I have recieved so many emails from people telling me about how amazing your baptism was. Mother everyone is so excited. I AM SO EXCITED!!!! Hahaha you are the greatest person I know!!!!! I am so happy. Thank you for your great example. You have just given me exactly what I needed to keep going on with faith, to be able to fight through the hard moments. This week has been so difficult, but now I know why. God has been testing my faith, and through YOU he has shown me why it is so important to keep fighting. It´s always worth it. 
I love you so much mommy!!!!! I wish I could give you a hug, I wish I could have been there to support you and to give you a hug as you came out of the water, but I know that God is taking care of us and that more than ever we are so much closer. 

I wish I could explain the way that I feel, but I can´t. My companion and I worked so hard this week, we did so many things differently, came home almost dead from walking so much and talking to so many people, and we just didn´t see any results. We didn´t understand why nothing had gotten better, why we had put so much effort to see nothing in the end. But literally, I know why now. Because you and I both needed to show just a little bit more faith. We did it, and the results are showing RIGHT NOW: :)

I am so proud of you, mother. I love you!!! And I get to see you really soon!!! I don´t know what else to say, there is so much more to say, but what I love most is the look of pure happiness in your photos. You look beautiful, and so happy. I know that what you´ve done is the best thing that you could have possibly done. I am so proud of you. And I know that things might not get easier, but now that you have made this decision, you will have a different perspective.

Thank you for your example and for showing me how to be better, just when I needed it. You are amazing mother. I will be talking to you very soon!!!!

I love you so much!!! Alma 26:16

ALL OF MY LOVE,
Michelle

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